~FINAL EXAM~

FINAL EXAM MAKE ME CRAZY!!!!

Lots more to study... =(

~God please give me the strength~

After so long, this is the night that really make me sad.. i know it is my fault by saying all the harsh words.. i didn't meant to say all that to u.. i must too emotional that time when i message u saying all the harsh words.. im not feeling well that night and nobody care bout me including u.. i know u are just trying to hurt me as much as you can so that i hate u, by saying that u had so much fun with your friends.. its ok.. but i really hope that u rily had fun with your friends coz u miss them more than u miss me... God, please give me the strength to face all this.. I love you..

You are big enough to think..

What a boring day... how many times i need to tell that please please please sleep early and go to class... u are not a small boy anymore right.. im tired of it.. i did call you, and u answer. but u didn't do what u said.. BORING... it not that you don't have time to do such things that u are suppose to do, but you are just a lazy and lazy and lazy person.. i don't know how to help you anymore if you yourself didn't help yourself right..you told me that you going KL this Saturday.. ok fine, when i ask how bout work? and you said you miss your friend.. ya ya.. like 1-2years you guys didn't meet each other right.. nah, up to you la... your life what.. i cant say anything much about it, coz i know we will have an argument end of the day.. so keeping quiet is better right..i dont know how to tell you.. i scared that if i tell you this, you might feel down and think that you are not good for me and etc... but i need somebody that can be independent and think for the future.. yar i know life is to have fun.. but i need someone that can guide me.. not someone that i need to guide.. i love you sweetheart.. i hope you will realize it early before its too late.. here a song for you sweetheart...

All by myself by Celine Dion

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone

Nobody's home

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

All by myself

Anymore

When I was young

I never needed anyone

Making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

Oh

Don't wanna live

By myself, by myself

Anymore

By myself

Anymore

Oh

All by myself

Don't wanna live

I never, never, never

Needed anyone

Beyonce- Broken Hearted Girl

Its hurt, n no one know how bad it is... Just me, myself n my heart know bout it...

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

~My sister graduation~

Oppsss, long time already didn't upload my story... kinda busy this few days..

Last Monday, i wen to my sister convo, its kinda tired, coz i wake up early (4am) on that day..

I feel so happy for her coz she already success in her studies. Wish her all the best for the next step in her life. I can c the shining in her eye. My parents feel so proud to have a daughter like her coz she's the 1st person who make my parents leg enter the convocation hall.. Bak kata org, sejuk perut mak gua kandungkan Lynda coz dapat tengok dia success. haha.. after the ceremony finish, we went to photo studio to take family photo.. its kinda expensive the shop that we went, they give cut throat price.. haha.. bt wat to do, we already take the photo, so my dad just pay it..On that day itself, i come back melaka coz i have class the next day..

Tuesday, nothing much hapen, just went to my class as usual at 9am, kinda sleepy in that class coz not enuf sleep.. :-(

after my class, we (my bf n i) went to the service center to service my car. thank god he company me, if not i will feel bored.. after that, we had our lunch at sushi king in JJ...

Wednesday, arrgggg... damn, i got morning class.. it is actually my replacement class.. my favorite lecturer Mr.Effandi class, d weired part is, i dun feel sleepy in his class, coz he's cute n always make jokes.. thanx to him for making the class interesting.. today we had our brunch at Nando's, after that had drink caramel coffee ice blended at coffee bean, my fav place.. at nite we went pak putra to have roti cheese naan... nyam nyam..

~L.O.V.E~

L.O.V.E.

He propose me to be his gf, and my answer is YES... i know, its sound insane, he's already my bf, but why he do the second time propose? this is because, yesterday night, we had a lil argument, unbalance emotional that effect our relationship... so we would like to start it all over again.. What is LOVE?

Love Means Treating Others Well

Love Means Pleasure

Love Means Caring

I love him so much, n i know he do so. He don't complain so even i did anything wrong. He threat me like im his lil princess. I'm so luck to have him.. i know, in relationship, there's always up n down, so to have a good relationship, we must control not to get angry very fast.. Hope this relationship will last forever.. I love u so much da da...=)