~God please give me the strength~

After so long, this is the night that really make me sad.. i know it is my fault by saying all the harsh words.. i didn't meant to say all that to u.. i must too emotional that time when i message u saying all the harsh words.. im not feeling well that night and nobody care bout me including u.. i know u are just trying to hurt me as much as you can so that i hate u, by saying that u had so much fun with your friends.. its ok.. but i really hope that u rily had fun with your friends coz u miss them more than u miss me... God, please give me the strength to face all this.. I love you..