You are big enough to think..

What a boring day... how many times i need to tell that please please please sleep early and go to class... u are not a small boy anymore right.. im tired of it.. i did call you, and u answer. but u didn't do what u said.. BORING... it not that you don't have time to do such things that u are suppose to do, but you are just a lazy and lazy and lazy person.. i don't know how to help you anymore if you yourself didn't help yourself right..you told me that you going KL this Saturday.. ok fine, when i ask how bout work? and you said you miss your friend.. ya ya.. like 1-2years you guys didn't meet each other right.. nah, up to you la... your life what.. i cant say anything much about it, coz i know we will have an argument end of the day.. so keeping quiet is better right..i dont know how to tell you.. i scared that if i tell you this, you might feel down and think that you are not good for me and etc... but i need somebody that can be independent and think for the future.. yar i know life is to have fun.. but i need someone that can guide me.. not someone that i need to guide.. i love you sweetheart.. i hope you will realize it early before its too late.. here a song for you sweetheart...

All by myself by Celine Dion

When I was young

I never needed anyone

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone

I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone

Nobody's home

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

All by myself

Anymore

When I was young

I never needed anyone

Making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

All by myself

Don't wanna live

Oh

Don't wanna live

By myself, by myself

Anymore

By myself

Anymore

Oh

All by myself

Don't wanna live

I never, never, never

Needed anyone